I should have been dead, they said

I should have been dead, they said
I should be greatful and happy
I am glad I am not dead,
I am greatful and glad, I just feel crappy.

I know how blessed I am to be here,
I know and I thank God that I am
But at times I am filled with fear


There you go, I just found that... I hadn't realized that I had written that.

Wow. It's Feb. sometime - 2013. I just worked out how to get back onto the blog.. THEN, I just saw that I have written on here over a year ago, since I've been out of hospital. This is amazing. I had completely forgotten that. I am walking now - Without the frame, crutch or cane! I can also I'm the only person who at the blog, I might get back to adding to it, it'll be an ínterest'I guess.  Healthwise I have a way to go still, physically there as been a lot of improvement, and I'm hoping for more.  I still am amazed that I have already added to this blog. I didn't think that I had remembered how to access it since the brain bleeds..  I just had to work out how to do it again.. oh well, you live and .. laugh. :)