I should have been dead, they said

I should have been dead, they said
I should be greatful and happy
I am glad I am not dead,
I am greatful and glad, I just feel crappy.

I know how blessed I am to be here,
I know and I thank God that I am
But at times I am filled with fear


There you go, I just found that... I hadn't realized that I had written that.

Wow. It's Feb. sometime - 2013. I just worked out how to get back onto the blog.. THEN, I just saw that I have written on here over a year ago, since I've been out of hospital. This is amazing. I had completely forgotten that. I am walking now - Without the frame, crutch or cane! I can also I'm the only person who at the blog, I might get back to adding to it, it'll be an ínterest'I guess.  Healthwise I have a way to go still, physically there as been a lot of improvement, and I'm hoping for more.  I still am amazed that I have already added to this blog. I didn't think that I had remembered how to access it since the brain bleeds..  I just had to work out how to do it again.. oh well, you live and .. laugh. :)

hmmmmmmmmmm

Well, I realized I was in a hospital bed - and Brooke was standing at the end.. I thought 'I must be sick!!!!'  As it turned out, I was sick, I spent four months in hospital. At this stage I had spent at least three in there. I was in ICU for nine weeks, then the ward, then in a Rehab hospital for about a month ? I think, It turns out I had two brain bleeds and Doctors, nurses and family/friends are amazed that I am alive. Go figure... Apparently I couldn't breathe or move or anything for awhile in ICU. They are all very happy people. Ian and I went for an appointment there the other day with the doctors (soo happy, I was obviously more sick than I realized) and so we also went to ICU and the ward.
At the moment I walk on a frame, and I am not overy well, but I am not dead.. The doctors both say I will get well, which will be nice.
Ian has been amazing and I would have been absolutely lost only for him.  I am an outpatient now and I have people come to the house to help me get even better. So, it is all OK.  Ian is a Godsend.
So, today is Jan.14th, and I am grateful not to be dead, but there is still a fair bit of room for improvement. So, we'll see how it all goes..

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A great time was had in England. It is lovely to be back at our Froghollow and the sunshine though.. Although, I did really love the falling snow!!

Two of the three. My little boys The big brother looking after the little one, holding the boarding pass at the airport. God love them. They are just sooooooo precious.

Mum and Priscilla Maria Veronica Brown & White And Mum with Eden Craig.. I think she likes Eden best though...